I told myself I’d never go back to him after finally giving in to the urges two months ago. Once was enough, that was all I needed… at least, that’s what I tried to convince myself to believe.
No matter how much progress I made, the cravings continued to test me. I still hid below his open window, listening intently to the screams of pleasure he brought to woman after woman as I desperately tried to satisfy myself. It was no use. I needed the real thing. When I saw him at the mall everything fell apart.